Help Me Now {Jensen&Mac}

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<sub>Moving to New York had been one of the biggest moves Mac had ever made. He had never been much of a risk taker. He had always played it safe, listening to everything his parents had to say, what the cops said. He never even got grounded when he was growing up. He was even afraid to ask his wife on their first date. Luckily for him, he had taken that risk and things went great between them. That risk had even meant they could start a life together as a married couple. And they had. Things were great between them until his wife had been hit by a drunk driver. He couldn't bring himself to let her go, even if the doctors said it was the same thing. Which was what had brought him to New York. There had been a fantastic neurosurgeon name Dylan who Mac wanted to be near. He wanted to see if there was anything he could do. So far, that wasn't happening. So, while things were looking down for him and his wife, his mom had suggested seeing a therapist to help the transition. 

Which was where he was now. He was waiting in his therapist's office for him to get to him. Mac had really enjoyed meeting with Jensen. It made him feel like someone out there was actually listening to him, even if Jensen was being paid by Mac's insurance company. Mac actually felt that he had a friend to discuss his life problems with instead of just keeping it all bottled in. Sure, Mac talked to his mom, dad, and siblings, but they didn't understand grief. They tried their hardest to be there for Mac, but they didn't know what to say or what to do to make Mac's life easier. Mac was so thankful and grateful that he had the family he did, especially during this kind of situation. But he didn't want to burden them. They each had their own lives away from Mac, and he needed to deal with it like an adult. 

Jensen had provided that independence from his family for Mac, and that was something he was very grateful for. He was able to get feedback from his therapist. He was able to be told what was correct in grieving and what wasn't, though he was constantly told that there was no right or wrong way to grieve. He was working very hard toward letting his wife go, but there was still something keeping him attached to keeping her on this planet. Deep down he knew that she was gone, that she would never wake up again. But he couldn't just pull the plug on her or their marriage. 


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Jensen Nicholas Howard
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